What does it mean to kill my crush in my dream?

Before I start this off, I just want to say that I remember this dream in somewhat explicit detail due to the fact that it felt so realistic.

My dream started off with me at the bottom of a hill, the bottom of the hill that my house sat on to be exact. I was with a few unrecognizable people. An old baby blue Ford Bronco pulled up next to us. I proceeded to walk up to the back driver's side window and look through it. I looked at the top of the hill and saw my house, in my house, I noticed a room that is non-existant in real life. In real life, it's my attic. There was a window in this room, I saw a head through the window and I recognized that it was my crush. The next thing I know, I pulled the trigger. I heard fearful commotion and ran to the top of my drive-way and hid under a fairly new black Chevrolet Tahoe next to a basketball goal. (I'll add that my family owns neither a Black Chevrolet Tahoe nor a Baby Blue Ford Bronco). My dream went black, my dream resumed with me in my house. It was very clean and the only person in it was my father. I went up-stairs to the non-existant room and saw 3 dead bodies, an unfamiliar african-american male on the couch, another unfamiliar person on the floor, and on the other side of the room on a different couch, lay her current boyfirend dead. The thing was in my dream, I only have recollection of killing my crush, not any of them. That's where my dream ends. Can anybody tell me what this means?

It means you are bonkers

It most of the times means that you start losing your crush, on your crush.