I have this ludicrous plan, I will go to Honduras and become millionaire gangsta?

Am bored of waking up everyday, removing my curtains from the window, their lies a cloud of greyness, as I look at the dull sky i see a no silver lining. All I want is to be like that rapper Rick Ross or 50 cent with the mansions and them women, I dream that I'll make it big and get myself out of this town. The fact is am a average 19 year old living at home with my parents and they just work and come home and complain. I get angry at society, I don't want to but I can't help it. I drive Ford Focus 2004 old banga, I see a Mercedes pull up next to me. Wow I think you're one lucky man or women. I want that happiness, I know you worked your socks off etc. I say to myself and I think what if I hop on a plane, a new fresh start not my parents hovering down my neck cause I feel that way. Point is that life is just not fair without a hitch their lies the success of a man from nothing to something but that's just hitch in kids mind that'll need proving life's worth something till you dream it or make a move - Amen I pray Lord can you hear me, the pain is hell bound x

Earn some cash and buy the stuff you want. If your living with your folks you aint got the overheads lots of people have, so even a low pay job leaves you with more. You really think getting something for nothing is gonna make you feel good?
Even the people pulling up in that nice Merc, you think they're happy just cos they got nice wheels? Mwahaha!

Better make a move, or better, lots of moves. Wishing and dreaming gets you nowhere at all. Even a lottery ticket is worth more than a dream, because at least you have a minuscule chance of instant riches. Ditch the 'life's unfair' theme running through your head. It's not really unfair, it's just a bit luckier for some people than for most. If you can't win a lottery, you can be born into riches or you can strike it lucky and, through hard work, achieve riches of your own. But for most people, they just have to strive, like your parents to do the best they can. And most people's humble best, is better than life is for the worst off on our planet. Having a warm bed, food every day and a few luxuries is a whole lot better than being homeless, friendless and penniless. I can't imagine the Lord will be spending all that much effort on getting you your dream. You have to go in search of it yourself and do the homework that goes with it.

I thought this was a rap song at the beginning